Your Inner Being is Pissed

It is my belief that we have a duality about the true nature of what each and every one of us is as a being. We have the external, physical, tangible, machine body that we walk amongst the masses with here on Earth. Then we have the internal, the soul, the essence of who you REALLY are. Your inner being. Your spiritual self if you are comfortable thinking on those terms. If not, well, how about you just call him/her the "voice inside your head" if you feel better about it. Your intuitions. Your instincts. Whatever you want to call it, that's fine, but it's all the same at the end of the day.

Whatever the case, some truths hold themselves evident. NOBODY knows you better than your inner being...nobody. Your inner being knows right from wrong. And your inner being ALWAYS has your best interests in mind. These are facts.

Now the message of the day is simply to help you tune your hearing up a little bit. To remind you of what's going on inside of you as you navigate your time on the Earth. 

I want you to learn to become conscious and proficient at recognizing when you are in the midst of some one or some situation that is pulling you away from your inner being. Some thing that is trying to get you to be something that you are not. Some thing that is acting in direct opposition to to your inner being.

It's not always easy. Life is filled with temptations, pit falls, challenges, adversity, etc. Those are difficult to face. But, I'll tell you what is easy...listening to your inner being and hearing what they have to say. Sure, taking physical action to accommodate the direction of your inner being might be hard, but all I'm asking you to do is listen. Get good at listening. The rest will fall in place over time, and the action taking will soon become second nature. 

I often times think back to instances in my childhood. What an awkward time. You are still getting used to wearing your physical body and operating the thing. You are still trying to find your place in this zoo of a world. And all you want to do is "fit in". I've sure had my fair share of "moments", but the ones that stand out to me now are those instances where I was trying to fit in with the cool guys. As they started to push the limits on life things got progressively more questionable. With me going along for the ride, my inner being started to pipe up. Bud' - hold on here, something ain't right. Things with the friend group progressed. The risks became larger. Dude - what the hell do you think you are doing? As the "fun and games" started getting quasi-illegal, my inner being had grown irate, and seemed to be quite pissed off with me. IDIOT - what the fuck are you doing?? This is NOT YOU! This isn't what you're about. This is not your nature. Stop trying to be something that you are not. Get outta there already. Screw those guys...

Lucky for me, some life changes occurred later that year that pulled me out of that crowd, but I'll always remember those sensations I felt. I knew it at the time. The very second those questionable moments unfolded. I could sense right from wrong, I knew I was acting in a manner that was disingenuous to myself. Yet I overrode them and drove my physical body into some hazardous conditions. But my inner being was talking to me. All along...

That was then. This is now. I realize that each and everyone is on a journey to know ourselves in such a fashion. And I hope that you will have this realization at some point if you haven't already. I'm certainly not here to chide you if you are still working on this one. But for me and my life, at this point I can earnestly say this. FUCK fitting in. I don't need to fit in with anybody, and if you try to drive a wedge between me and my inner being you'll be GONE from my life in the blink of an eye. I know me pretty well and this point. I know exactly what I AM, and more importantly, I know exactly what I AM NOT. Your coercion tactics work no more on me. The bond I share with this inner being is sacred and will not be compromised. The epitome of self love in my eyes. 

You beautiful guys and girls out there, you are going to be pressured throughout your whole life. By your jobs, your friends, your families, your lovers. Anybody and everybody will come at you at some point. They will try to get you to compromise that which you truly are. They will try to pull you away from your inner being. Your essence. The TRUE YOU. You must not allow this. You CANNOT allow this. You know when people talk about "losing yourself"? Well, this is how it happens right here.

I challenge you. Open your ears and your heart to what your soul is trying to tell you. I am 100% certain that even if you feel that you are struggling on this front, you still know. You know deep down. You know right from wrong, and you know what is best for you and your life. You know EXACTLY what your inner being is trying to tell you.

Learn to recognize. That's all I'm saying here. Learning to ACT is a whole other discipline. But all I'm asking of you here is just to start out small. The easy part. This simple thing. That's all I'm challenging you to do right now. You'll get to that other stuff later. We will build on this. BUT LEARN TO LISTEN. Learn to really key in to when your inner being is getting pissed off with you (the physical you). If it gets to that point, it means you're red lining. It's high time you do something about it. 

Ideally, you will get proficient at this. Your inner being wont have to get irate, pissed off, and angry with you. You will catch these life situations early at the onset. Like my man TheRealSpark says, "hold up! Wait a minute! Something ain't right!" Yea, when you start to hear those things from your inner being, that's your first cue.

Get the hell away from these people who are trying to get you to be something that you are not. It is a path to happiness. Stop trying to be something that you are not for God knows what silly reasons you have. You be you. Just be you. That's all you've gotta be. Be the body of what the essence of your inner being is. You will go far...